I learned this sometime well into Junior year. Something along the lines of: "This could be implemented elegantly but is done (and written) much faster by doing something ABSOLUTELY DUMB that actually works."
It's also my junior year...OF GRAD SCHOOL
>_> hence, I may have learned this lesson much earlier?
That was the point I was trying to make, yeah.
Slackware was my first distro, then I switched to Gentoo. I swear I'm not a masochist.
For me it was Mandrake -> Gentoo -> Ubuntu. I was actually going to say "It's kind of like deciding that Gentoo is too hard to admin so you're going to try running Slackware", and then I realized that that might not be a completely insane thing to do! Also, I realized that Paul stereotype441
really did switch from Red Hat to Slackware, and I couldn't help but call attention to that.
OpenBSD to "FreeBSD won't install" to Ubuntu. But I fear Ubuntu may drive me forth again; wifi support on eees has been regressing, and I hear they want to stop using X Windows.
I'm optimistic about Wayland, actually!
"With Wayland we can move the X server and all it's legacy technology to a optional code path."http://wayland.freedesktop.org/faq.html#heading_toc_j_6
It's not like all our apps will stop working. X has a whole lot of legacy cruft in it, is all.
I mean, especially in the insane cram mode your in, but even in general, I think you should give yourself enough credit to take stories like that with an attitude of "BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" rather than "FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUU."
But maybe I've been especially tuned to this reaction due to the rather large number of times I've suddenly had an epiphany "WOW! X!" to have someone (usually Noam or Dan, actually) say "Uh, sure. Also, Y." That annoying feeling is your brain taking a misconception and painfully adjusting it into correct knowledge, which is also called learning. Horray!
Godspeed and stuff, since this sounds insane. Can't stop don't stop!
I don't know. I think the F7U12 template fits well for lots of things like this, even if you're successfully learning. I mean, let's be honest about our reactions to learning things that conflict with what we wish were true! It doesn't mean that we reject them, but we may do some work in deciding whether the conflict between theory and practice is a gap in the theory or something that can't be overcome.
Plus the sheer amusement I got in getting a large F7U12 face in my LJ feed today is a good thing in itself :D
I didn't know that F7U12 was what the kids were calling it! I thought it was just "RAGEFACE".
Aah - I read the F7U12 (wow I love calling it that I have learned something new) as a reaction of "I was just feeling enlightened about something that turned out to be simple and sort of wrong, embarrassed-face" rather than "the truth hurts ow ow ow why is everything so hacked together," which seems to be your read. Your reading seems better.
I sometimes compared my pre-proposal grad school experience (I realized I haven't done so as much lately, but that may be a temporary situation) as feeling like a three year old playing chess with God. And sometimes you just shake your three-year-old head and say why, why is that horsey there?.
Wait a second it is totally more like F23U22. I think Stevie is just making up this "F7U12" bollocks.
(Embarrassing admission!: Years ago, I figured out what "i18n" meant, purely from context, but I didn't figure out that the "18" meant "insert 18 missing letters here". Instead, I assumed that "i18n" was shorthand for for "internationalization into 18 languages". As usual, I win the gold in the Overthinking It Olympics.)
Back to studying! F23U22! You're next, Appel & McAllester.
I am totally not! However, F7U12 is a reference to the subreddit
, not necessarily a reference to the 4chan originations of the meme. :D
And yes, "rageface" is also a perfectly good appellation for the face itself; I was just thinking about the meme in general, since you could have done the entire transaction in comic form, including various other faces. :D
(The use of trollface for Benjamin Pierce's last statement would have been hilarious.)
I just thought i18n meant internalization due to some sort of leet-speak truncation.
2010-12-06 10:56 pm (UTC)
One of my friends from undergrad once did a pretty good job of summing up
how I often feel: "I keep having epiphanies about number relationships but they're all incredibly trite."
Okay, then I stand by my original comment: give yourself a freakin' break. You're not supposed to have original
research epiphanies based on crash-reading TAPL, and even if your destiny is to like, crowdsurf among your adoring fans at POPL after winning the Turing Award, while crash-reading TAPL for quals you're going to have a bunch of epiphanies that have basically already been had hundreds of times because TAPL is a textbook
. A good textbook (like a good talk) will even leave some stuff out on purpose so that you get the experience of figuring it out for yourself (see point 9: "this is also called winning"
). So don't treat a feature of the book as a bug in you!
Then you can go read papers in Something Else (TM) and have maybe somewhat trivial ideas in Something Else Theory, ideas that (sometimes) turn out to be novel for people in your field, and that's awesome. Or, as sully put it to sparks: "Look, you're a type theorist, not a category theorist. What type theorists do is steal things from category theory and then lie about it."
I agree completely with Rob's statement here. Stop beating yourself up and keep reading! :D
Don't read too much into this, you guys. I'm not actually upset with myself for not understanding things (nor am I actually upset that nobody actually implements late binding with
fix). It's mostly just FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUU I have a lot of work to do FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUU.
My experience registered early-stage doubt and imposters syndrome, hence the pep talk. So, if I was off, even better! Generic pep talk! You are the kwiscach haderach! Or something! SPARTTTA! That speech the president character gave in Independence Day! Whooo!
Please note: Paul actually did this once.
It was such a bad idea.