Did I just go and sign up for IU choral ensemble auditions? Yes. Yes, I did.
Did I sign up for voice major choral ensemble auditions? Yes. Yes, I did.
Is this the big leagues? Yes. Yes, it is.
Did I choose, for my audition piece, possibly the most depressing piece of music in the English art song repertoire? Yes. Yes, I did.
Is my audition two hours from now? Yes. Yes, it is.
Have I gone home to practice, drink water, and change into an attractive and tasteful outfit and shoes that will say "Someone, somewhere, once thought fit to give me a music degree; please don't laugh at me"? Yes. Yes, I have.
Am I absolutely certain I know where to find the room I'm supposed to be singing in? No. No, I'm not.