I can get into grad school, if I want to.
I can defer for a year, if I want to.
I can live and work in Portland, if I want to.
I can fly to New York every month, if I want to.
I can play music with J.P. and Joe when I'm there, if I want to. We can play shows, if we want to. Rachel Switzky made it work in Chicago and I can do it here.
I can do it. I can have it all these ways.